so i cut all my hair off and i am not very happy about it right now! there are some definate good things about having less hair but there are alot of downfalls as well! So now it is To Do list time!!! there is alot of stuff and i'm going to put it all up here and cross it off as i get it done.

TO DO:
Find another job
Buy and get a new bike
Build my new bike
Buy or get upper Body Armor
Buy or get Crash Pants/Shorts
Buy or get full face helmet
Buy or get goggles
Get endurance up
Save up money for down the shore
Get Diable season pass
Practice riding
Learn how to bunny hop
Learn how to manual
Learn how to do drops
Learn how to skid
Watch fundamental DVD ALOT
Run & work out everyday
Quit smoking
Figure out what I want to go to school for

so i will cross stuff off as i go along!! slowly getting everything done but its taking longer then expected

i'm so glad my bike is now done and i can finally start really practicing

STUPID DUMB BITCHES NEED TO STOP CALLING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WILL FUCK YOU UP DON'T EVEN START W/ ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M NOT A VERY HAPPY PERSON RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but making fun of them was pretty fun!!!

i don't know what to do things went from really good back to really bad idk whats going on

i really like him and i feel like i'm being ignored maybe i was to foward to clingy to excited about getting something i wanted i don't really know all i know is that it went wrong somewhere and i am really upset about it

maybe i should just sit back and not do anything else let him come to me let him figure out whats going on but i feel if i do that nothing will ever happen he is to shy i don't no what to do i'm in the worst mood ever right now i just want to go to sleep and never wake up again.